Disappointed!!!!

I'm SO Disappointed!!!

This past Wednesday I started having contractions every 5min. starting about 11a.m. I wasn't in pain, but was wondering what was going on, so I called the Dr. & they told me to go to the hospital to let them monitor me. We went in that evening & all the contractions were showing up on the monitors. They checked me & said that I was dilated to a 2 almost a 3. That got me excited since on Monday at my Dr.'s appointment I was only at a 1. They called my Dr. & he wanted me to just go home. The contractions continued for the rest of Wednesday & then again on Thursday. Friday it was as if nothing had happened & I had VERY few contractions that day. On Saturday the weather was SO NICE so we went to the park & did A LOT of walking so I contracted all day that day & then again on Sunday also.

SO....Today I had a Dr.'s appointment at 3. I thought for sure that he was going to tell me that I was dilated more...Boy was I WRONG!!! He checked me & said that I'm only a 1!!! WHAT!?!? I had just gone to the hospital & they had said that I was almost a 3!?!? Words can't describe how upset this makes me. I thought that I was progressing....obviously I'm not!?!?

Now I'm going to have to go in at 2a.m. on Friday instead of 6a.m.....Sounds like it's going to be a LONG drawn out day & process!!! With Brooklynne I went in at 6a.m. was dilated to a 4 & had her a little after noon. Lexi's not going to be that easy!

I'm SO READY to have her....but I'm NOT looking forward to Friday AT ALL!!!!